Like a candle in a hurricane.

Oh, wow.

2011-06-07T09:16:00.000-07:00

It's been a while, hasn't it? :)

Let's see, where to begin, where to begin?

I'm in college now, Methodist College, KL to be exact.

I've met a whole new bunch of (amazing) people whom I have grown very fond of :)

Studying has been/always will be a horrid thing to me so nothing new there...

Sem. 2 starts in a couple of weeks and I don't know how I feel about that :\

I'm awfully bored at home, but once all the work pile up, I'll be dying to have a break.

Actually, I've moved to Tumblr :) Find me. If you can. Hardy-har-har >:)

xoxo,

Hi, I'm gonna die now.

2010-07-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

Hi.

My nose is stuffy, my right eye is itchy and swollen, my throat hurts like hell and it's a Saturday.

School has taken its toll on me yet again.

I have recently stepped down as a prefect in SA (perfect timing, no?)

Sorry, I have no mojo to blog.

I've been really moody and depressed lately and well. yeah.

Pointless post. gah.

BYE.

Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes

2010-06-14T23:44:00.000-07:00

Sue Sylvester: "There's not much of a difference between a stadium full of cheering fans and an angry crowd screaming abuse at you. They're both just making a lot of noise. How you take it is up to you. Convince yourself they're cheering for you. You do that, and someday, they will."

Lily: There are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to know that it really is a mistake is to make that mistake and go, "Yup, that was a mistake". So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you'll go about your whole life not knowing whether it was a mistake or not.

Yeah, there's a reason why Glee and How I Met your Mother are my favourite TV shows :)

Have a great day, everyone.

"...Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart..."

-Total Eclipse of the heart ; Glee.

Freeeedom!...... not quite.

2010-06-05T02:54:00.000-07:00

Hey you. Yeah you. Don't leave? :'(

Your new beginning was a perfect ending.

2010-05-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

Just a Quick one! ;)

So, what have I been up to, you ask? :P

Prefect Camp :Epic FAIL, to be quite honest. But my friends made it all worth while :)
Sports Day : IT'S OKAAAYYYY, IT'S ALLRIGHTTT, COME ON HI-JAU FIGHT, FIGHT, FIIIGHT!
Autism Walk :CRAAAAZY FUN! I got to spend quality time with Amandaaaaaa, Win Yeaaaaan, Aliaaaaaa aaaaand Namisha!!! :) I looove my girls! Oooh Ooh! Amanda and I got to be at the front of the line for the first time!!! LOL, we were literally the first two and we got to sit riiight in front before the performances begin! :P 'Twas fuuun.
KELLY CLARKSON BABY!! : Best night of my life! Baba and I sang our hearts out, head-banged and jumped like lunatics to Kelly's songs. I wish I could re-live that night, it was EPIC! Kelly sounds BETTER live, by the way! ;D ;D
MID-TERMS! O: - Huh? What's that?
Bio project : Danni, Seemah, Jana and I are almost done with our Nephron model! :D *bangga*
Interviewed the headmistress for Ed. Board! : She's actually like REALLY nice and she did a lot for the school, mind you. RESPECT.

Yeeeeeah, that's basically all I can remember :P Heee. Ohmy, I still can't get over Kelly Clarkson! Man, the adrenaline rush I felt was BEYOND awesome. Now I've really gotta get serious, with mid-terms coming and all. AGH.
I have Chemistry tuition homework to do. Bye.

p.s.: I'm almost done downloading The Power Of Madonna! YEAYYYYYYY!!!! :D :D :D Maaaan, I feel like a kid.

p.p.s.: and yes, I like dragging my sentences, especially at the end :P It's so thrilllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnngggggggggggggg! :D :D :D

Kelly Clarkson Live in Malaysia!!

"...Ignorance is bliss, But when your day comes
And he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together, but alone..."
-Never Again ;Kelly Clarkson

Good morning, starshine. The earth says hello.

2010-03-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Yes, I am indeed alive. But no, I'm not doing OK.

Why, you ask?

dun dun duuuun, NEW. GRADING. SYSTEM. YEAHHH.

Brace yourselves!

A+ = 95-100
A= 85-95
A- =75-84

And I sort of forgot how it goes after that... :| My mind kind of spaced out after seeing A+ and A.
I got my first A- for English. How lovely, eh? But my Summary was OK though (Not really, it actually kind of ROCKED! :P 14/15 baby! woooooot!).

Oh here's the best part, they've increased the passing marks from 40 to 50. yaaaaay!

I'm going off now. Kerja Amal, 'nuff said.

G'Night, folks!

Bring it.

And another Hiatus starts NOW..

2010-03-05T06:42:00.000-08:00

...Sadly to say :(
What with all my school homework, form four revision, March tests, more studying, Prefects Bowling, Prefects camp, Editorial Board assignments, tuitions, and just... MORE HOMEWORK, I can't seem to find the time to blog anymore :(

Maybe after camp, my darlings. I might have a really long update.

After the March tests are over, PBSA will be having a bowl-off thing for bonding purposes in One Utama! ;D And then in April, we'll be having our annual Prefects' Camp!

I'M STOKED. Like, seriously.

I'll be visiting my blog and updating my twitter regularly though, so it's not really goodbye after all :')

Oh, and my new love.... :)

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream.

-We'll Be a Dream ; We the kings feat. Demi Lovato

Take care, my loves.
xx,
D.

I love 'em February babies ;)

2010-02-19T21:45:00.000-08:00

Jiing Weeeeei, Husnuuuul and Elshebaaaaaaaaaaaa <3
:)
Happy 17th Birthday Huns!

Birthday Girls, Husnul and Elsheba :)

Pictures grabbed from Amanda's facebook :)

"...And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk..."

-The Only Exception ;Paramore

VDay :)

2010-02-14T06:08:00.000-08:00

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."

Hello. I'm a sixteen (going on seventeen!) year old girl.
I'm still single and happier than I've ever been!
I don't have anything against Valentine's Day, in fact, I find it very sweet :)
So yeah, have an awesome day and spread the looooooove, people! ;)

.... But don't forget to love yourself first, allright? :) 'Cause you. matter. the. most.

"...Oh half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That I can't keep loving you
Oh, with half of my heart..."

-Half of my heart ;John Mayer ft. Taylor Swift.

Bad Day

2010-02-05T04:58:00.000-08:00

-Or bad WEEK, more like.

Monday- Micro-mini asthma attack.
Wednesday- Nosebleed during add maths.
Thursday- Fell and sprained my right ankle(quite badly) during PJ.
Friday(today)- Fell on the tarred road in school early in the morning, Got quite a big abrasion on my knee, skipped school and went to the Clinic, the doc cleaned my wound and did the dressing and stuff aaaaand I got an injection. Another Tetanus one.

One word.

OUCH.

I hope things will only be better from now on. I'll try to stay positive! :)
But now I have to face the wrath of 'le physics teacher. :S Scary stuff.

G'day everyone!

xoxoxoxoxoxo.

:D MIA

2010-01-28T06:02:00.000-08:00

I'll be celebrating Thaipusam in Penang again as per usual! :)
I think Thaipusam could possible be my most favourite time of the year! Yes, it's even BETTER than Deepavali! ;)
In the mean time, don't miss me too much okay? I'll tweet as often as I can! ;)

And that reminds me, I really SHOULD start packing :/

"...That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is a gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day..."

-Replay; Sean Kingston.

Quick Update!

2010-01-23T19:06:00.000-08:00

Yay, I got into Ed board's Features segment! ;) BRING IT ONNN!
I walked 6.5KM for Merentas desa practice with Husnul and Sheera! <3
The usual mountain load of homework which doesn't look like it's going to be decreasing in the near future. :/
I'm starting to like chemistry O: but Physics will always be my one and only love <3
HAPPY BELATED SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY JAN! O:
HAPPY BELATED SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY KIM! O:
SKTS re-union on Fridays during Mr.Yeoh's Physics tuition >:D muahahaaa (Yes Miu Yinn, we will go out for teh-tarik soon :P )
Crazy, psycho friends whom I love and make my life MUCH more bearable :) ILYG <3
Add Maths tuition with Chimmy! <3
Awesome CF meetings!
For once, an enjoyable accounts class with minimum stress required (as compared to cuKhoo's class).
Crazy tiring PJ classes which I'm actually starting to enjoy as well! O:

As ya'll may have noticed, my schedule is basically packed with SCHOOL stuff. Expect less updates! ;) Oh and My laptop has a twinnie! :) Like, the EXACT same copy of the one I have now, only the new one is Virus-less and just...empty. It's gonna be my school laptop! Basically where I do my Ed Board assignments and school assignments and writing. No downloading songs and movies (unless necessary).

That's all for now, kids! Have an awesome week!

xx.

"...Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true..."

- I'm Like a Bird ;Nelly Furtado.

In the past two weeks, I...

2010-01-15T04:50:00.000-08:00

10. ...Handed in my first physics PEKA of the year.

9. ...Spent time and made an effort to complete my homework, more than I did in the past four years.........combined.

8. ...Joined CF so that I can spend more time with the best friends I've made since form 1! Also to earn more koko marks! ;)

7. ...Handed in my 'extra subject' form. Yeap, Accounts for SPM. There's no turning back now.

6. ...Got my highest marks for Rumusan yet, 26/30. Usually it's a standard 23/30 or 24/30.

5. ....Sat for an English diagnostic test and (thankfully) did well :)

4. ...Started Physics and add maths tuition.

3. ...Took my picture and wrote a 'High school memory" for some graduation thing.

2. ...Got tortured on Thursdays during PJ. I can still feel the muscle aches and bruises. Oh, RIP my right arm -.-

1. ...have never wanted to get high school over and done with so badly.

Yes, gone are the days when all we would do in class is chillax and talk all day long, sneaking into the computer labs and going online for hours. And no more super laid-back teachers who don't care if you hand in your homework or not. No more "who cares about koko" attitude. Oh and the worst of all, no more sleep :(
Here's just a summary of my schedule now.

Monday: School.
Tuesday: School, CF meeting, Add maths tuition.
Wednesday: School, (house practice?), BM tuition.
Thursday: School, Accounts class.
Friday: School, Physics tuition.
Saturday: HOMEWORK. Re-energizing day.
Sunday: Chemistry tuition at COUGHCOUGH8.45A.M.COUGHHHHH.

I keep telling myself that I can do this, but I'm just getting more exhausted by the day. When I get tired of school and homework andandand...EDUCATION, I just have to keep reminding myself to keep my eyes on the prize.

No one ever said it was going to be easy, even I knew that it wasn't going to be easy...

...but no one said it would be THIS hard :'(

Mentally drained

2010-01-11T07:45:00.000-08:00

'Nuff said.

"...Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright..."

-Candles ;Hey Monday

Homework..

2010-01-07T04:57:00.000-08:00

...MAKE IT STOPPPP! :(

I'm feeling the stress.

Oh, like the new layout? :) I want comments! :D

The English diagnostic test was killer. Seriously. I've been placed in 5SA. With no Jocelyn :(

I miss Jocelyn.

Like, a lot.

Kay, I'm gonna stop with the short sentences.

Now.

Okaaaay... NOW.

"...Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight..."

-Won't Go Home Without You ;Maroon Five.

2009, you will be missed. Quite a lot.

2009-12-31T09:51:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year, guys! :) Welcome, 2010! ;) Please treat me well!

So I actually tried writing a New Year's Eve post just like everyone else, but after 3 tries, I gave up. I wrote three long posts but none of them felt quite right. Like I knew something was missing from each post I wrote. I guess this just proves how amazing 2009 has been to me, something that I can't put into words. Thinking about how much I've changed in one year shocks me. All I know is that my family has supported me through thick and thin and I can't imagine being anywhere else other than with them :) Oh, and the friendships that I have made, kept and -unfortunately- lost this year, I will always treasure.

What I'm trying to say is...

2009 has been crazy awesome.

NO REGRETS.

"...Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap..."

-Defying Gravity; Wicked

2009-12-30T04:56:00.000-08:00

This is so possible. Like SERIOUSLY.

p.s.: I have already deleted 2 'New Year' posts so far. Why is it so hard to let go? :(

Typing out a post on Dec. 31st is gonna be difficult for me since it's gonna be a hell of a busy day. But I'll try my very best.

xx

"...I'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
A reckless ride
In the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain
Is all I wanna feel..."

-Helpless When She Smiled ;BSB

HOHOHO!

2009-12-24T08:41:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS YOU GUYS!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

'Tis the season to be Jolly ♥

xoxo,

AVATARRRRR :D

2009-12-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

WATCH IT!
I rate it 11/10!
Watch it in 3D, kay? KAY! :D

I wish I had a ponytail with tentacles in it and a blue monkey of my own :)

"...And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there..."

-Taking Chances; Glee

2009-12-17T23:19:00.000-08:00

._.

Here's your update,
Nothing has been going on.

"...Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no I don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit..."

-Hide And Seek; Imogen Heap

LOL

2009-12-08T04:42:00.000-08:00

OMGOMGOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG THESE MADE ME LAUGH SOOOOOOO HARDDDD!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!!! SORRY TWILIGHT LOVERS BUT- ROFL HAHAHAHAHA

Just a random thought.

2009-12-04T06:59:00.000-08:00

I know I'm not perfect. In fact, I'm far from perfect. So far that the distance from where I am right now to... I dunno... UK, seems like the shortest journey ever. I'm clumsy and I mumble a lot when I have nothing else to say and when things get awkward. Heck, I can name a million flaws of mine and I won't be able to come up with at least 10 good things about myself. But at this moment, right now, I feel perfectly content with who I am :) I'll be honest, being comfortable with who I am is like this rare occasion for me. I can't help it though, meeting all these amazing people around me, I feel envy and sometimes regret.
I have disappointed myself countless of times, but right now, I just want myself to know that It's OK. We all make mistakes, and I'm no exclusion.
I don't want to sound self-absorbed, but I really do love myself, quite a lot :)

And this is a message to me and everyone else reading:

You are something -and someone- very special. You really are. No one else in this entire world is exactly like you, and there are so many incredible things about you. You are a one-of-a-kind treasure, uniquely here in this space of time. You are here to shine in your own wonderful way, sharing your smile in the best way you can, and remembering all the while that a little light somewhere makes a brighter light everywhere. You can -and you do- make a wonderful contribution to this world.

NOW GIVE YOURSELF A HUUUGE HUG AND A PAT ON THE BACK! :D
Have a great day, everyone :)

"...If fear is all that we should fear
Then what are we so afraid of?
Cause fear is only in our heads
So why do we let it control us?
Fear makes me forget how sweet the simple things in life really are
Fear makes me believe that I'm alone
Someone just tell me that it's okay now
What are you worrying about?
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends, got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there's so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy..."

-Happy; Meleni Smith

It's almost here...

2009-12-01T08:12:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS! :D

I don't know why I'm so excited, but...YEAY! :D

"...There’s something in the melodies,
That the Christmas season brings,
Joy and Laughter in the air,
Smiling faces everywhere,

Old familiar melodies,
Bring back special memories,
They remind us..."

-Melodies of Christmas ; David Archuleta.

But today I'm fine without you.

2009-11-27T21:56:00.000-08:00

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;

Ahhh, the It's my life/Confessions mash-up on Glee is still stuck in my head! :D

Meet my new heroes :D

Kuuuuurt <3

Finn

Puck.

Will :)

Bless them.
Kurt, you complete me. LOL.

"...What are you worrying about?
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends, got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there's so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy..."

-Happy; Meleni Smith.

My Humdrum Life :)

2009-11-24T08:18:00.000-08:00

So I've been thinking about what to blog for a while now since my life has been pretty monotonous lately. But Here's what I've been up to so far :)

Firstly, I watched Moulin Rouge this afternoon and I fell in love with the movie :)
I know this movie is really old, but it's honestly AWESOME.
The songs in the movie were really good but my favourite song would be 'Come what may'.
Ewan Mcgregor is a wonderful singer and he's a real charmer too in the movie ;)

Secondly, I started listening to The Corrs again and I realised just how good they are :)
Their songs are unique and catchy. Maybe it's 'cause there's Irish music in it, but it's really nice!
If you haven't heard of them, shame on you! :P

Oh, I saved the best for last! ;)

Seriously, I think it's the best TV series ever created. I'M HOOKED!
I looooooooove it that they're singing all the old and the latest songs. AND all the songs sound waaaay better when they sing it! :)
I love Kurt! He's too adorable! ♥
Glee is like a drug, no kidding.

WATCH IT WATCH IT! It possibly might be even better than Gossip Girl! :S

kay, Episode 7 Glee. NAOOO. BYE! :D

"...Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you..."

-Come what may; Moulin Rouge.

Goodbye 4SB, Hello 5SB :)

2009-11-20T02:22:00.000-08:00

Last day of school was quite fun! :) We watched two movies in the Bilik Media. Time well spent ;)
So yeah, I got into 5SB. It's a rather bittersweet feeling actually :(
Nothing much to talk about, to be honest. Oh, I will be heading to Penang again for a day. LOL.

p.s.: I just visited the 'Prefects Camp 2010' facebook page, and look what I saw...

Confused? I know I am.
I don't even want to know how my mother got invited.

Back from the dead

2009-11-17T03:08:00.000-08:00

Form 1 registration = EXTREMELY EXHAUSTING PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY AS WELL.

Seriously parents, you might want to worry more about your daughter's studies in high school rather than if she will be able to get vegetarian food in the canteen or complain about getting only one break time in school. -.-

Anywho, Jana brought her pendrive with all her movies to school today, thus resulting in 9 students crowding around one computer just to watch Twilight at a quarter of Shopaholic.

Sigh, Good times.. *long pause*

We did an experiment during Bio today to create different colours using chemicals! :) It was pretty, but mine kept turning black or an ugly shade of purple, so I decided to give up and have some instead. Long story short, Pei Yin, Kim and I added kryptonite and and the blue crystals into a mixture and well, the chemicals started reacting with each other. LOL. 'Twas scary at first, but then everyone was just like ".... COOOOOL" with dopey grins on our faces :D

Tomorrow's Jana's last day in school before she jets off to India! (See, I mentioned your names so many times, I deserve a comment! :p )

Last but not least,

ALL THE BEST TO THE FORM FIVES as they face the wrath of SPM tomorrow! You guys have been awesome seniors, and I know you'll make us proud as usual! :)

My my, time's passing by too fast, don't you think? In a year's time, It'll be our turn to sit for SPM and then our "schooling days" will be over. :/

"...Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time..."

-Need you now; Lady Antebellum

Cause you’re the only song I want to hear ♥

2009-11-13T06:54:00.000-08:00

The prefects had our last meeting of the year today! I'm kind of sad, but happy in a way... leaning more towards feeling happy, of course! :P No one likes to stay back after school on Fridays!
When it came to giving the speeches, I bet with Steff and Pei Yin that Husnul would cry, but of course, she didn't, grr. She was close to tears though, LOL.
Now I owe Steff and Pei Yin RM0.50 each! :(
As usual, we played Bluff and UNO again, and fine, I take it back! I'M DO NOT RULE AT PLAYING BLUFF, IT WAS BEGINNERS LUCK, OK?! :P
You won't believe all the crap I went through for just saying that over here :p *COUGHJENYEENANDJANACOUGH* :P
Yeah, 4SA joined in so it was pretty fun ! :)

THANK GOD THE WEEKEND IS HERE! I need the break :p
One more week of school. Can I make it?

Hi, Jen Yeen :)

Nov 13. To Write Love On Her Arms ♥

"...And I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere..."

-Soul Meets Body; Death Cab For Cutie

When I'm speaking, it's the voice of someone else

2009-11-12T06:02:00.000-08:00

"...You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?..."

-Broken Strings; James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado.

♥

We never know a good thing till it's gone

2009-11-10T01:35:00.000-08:00

Two hours of addmaths in school does things to you.... BAD things:/

Reminder: Forms fours, return your textbooks TOMORROW! And Open day is on THURSDAY!

I've let myself down, yet again.

"...We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying..."

-Live like we're dying; The Script.

"Cloudy with a chance of FISHBALLS!"

2009-11-08T23:24:00.000-08:00

..... to quote Pei Yin, that is! ;)

Taboo can make you go crazy.

Jana: Okay... babies.. *weird hand motion*
Rachel: SOMERSAULT!
Everyone: *stones* ROFL

-*-

Rachel: OK! something... Of God! (it's a band)
Jana: Son of God?
Rachel: Noooo, it's somethiiing of God!!!!
Pei Yin: OH MY GOD!!!! *grins*

(it was actually Lamb of God, the band)

I rule at playing 'Bluff' :p BOW DOWN, NOOOOOBS!!

UNO can bring out the worst in people :p
Oh, we made the head girl draw eight cards *COUGH* I'm just sayin' :p

Omegle is funny, especially when I pretend to be a sixteen year old guy from Singapore, or a granny from Hogwarts. Messing with people has never been so much fun!

Then there are the new probies for LPSA, at least my second junior for the year is nice :)

-*-

"...For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again..."

-The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button.

-*-

"...You take what you get, and you get what you give
I say don't run from yourself, man, that's no way to live
I've got a record in my bag you should give it a spin
Lift your hands in the air so that life can begin..."

-God Is a DJ; Pink

Damn right!

2009-11-08T03:16:00.000-08:00

"...I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me..."

-Believe In Me; Demi Lovato.

99th post!

2009-11-07T07:09:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 99TH POST! :D Why celebrate only my 100th post when the 99th one is equally as important right? In fact, it's actually more important than the 100th post because without the 99th post, the 100th post wouldn't event exist! :)

:D

What...I'm bored, allright?

I'm starting to like Saturdays :D Yes, major shopping day today (too bad I couldn't watch 'This Is It' with the girls, though :( booo.) at IKEA! :D
Total damage, you don't really wanna know :p hehe.
Steamboat for lunch and instant noodles for dinner!
And just like that, another Saturday just ended. :( Open day is this Thursday and for once, I'm NOT on duty! Another schooling year is coming to an end, and I don't know if I should feel sad or excited. As much as I hate to admit it, I sure will miss coming to school and seeing the people whom I have become very close to in this one year <3 style="font-style: italic;">are awesome! But not as awesome as me, of course! *COUGH*
*grins*

P.S.: I can't sign in into MSN :( I WANNA TALK TO JOCELYN AND JANA! PLEASE DON'T ABANDON MY BLOG, GUYSS!!!

P.P.S.: Becky and Jean, WHEN ARE WE GOING OUTTT???

"Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget"
-New Moon

"...The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me, whenever I fall..."

-When you say nothing at all; Ronan Keating.

My Latest Obsession ♥

2009-11-04T23:56:00.000-08:00

Since Jocelyn insisted that I blogged about my honeypie, I give you.... MY LATEST OBSESSION!

♥

Tom Felton ♥

:D :D :D :D

P.S.: Jana, do not insult him or I'll kill you in school!

"...After my picture fades
And darkness has turned to gray
Watching through windows
You're wondering if I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time..."

-Time After Time; Ronan Keating

EMO POST ALERT.

2009-11-03T05:34:00.000-08:00

Life can be so depressing, so very depressing. :(

I hate being wrong, but being right can be fairly annoying sometimes.
I feel like no one understands me, but I actually prefer it that way rather than being misunderstood.
I like being alone, but having some company makes life a little easier.
Listening to music calms me down, but at times, it triggers weird emotions that make me angry, sad, depressed etc.
I find it difficult to make choices, but ironically, choices are there to be made to make life easier.
I like the euphoric feeling of happiness, but I immediately feel that something is wrong when I'm happy. And the thought of me questioning my own happiness makes me sad.

Maybe it comes with age, maybe I'm just over-thinking things or maybe it's just me.
Kudos to you if you read the whole post. Sorry if it doesn't make sense, I'm still figuring out what I'm trying to say here.

Ugh, I give up.

But I'll leave you with more pretty pictures,

lovelovelovelove makes the world go round. Trust.

Freedom, so near, yet so far.

Keep believing.

"...It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance..."

-The Rose; Westlife.

RPatzz ;)

2009-11-02T04:30:00.000-08:00

School today was beyond boring! :(
I don't know why I even bother updating this blog anymore, there's nothing much going on anyways.

I know I'm not a fan of Twilight and all...

but can you say yummayyy? ;D

You're killing me, boy ;)

"...Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
but you're not
Things have seemed to change
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away..."

-Lost; Michael Buble

To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?

2009-11-01T07:21:00.000-08:00

Ahh I had loads of fun during the weekend! :)
'The Time Traveler's Wife' was pretty good! I don't wanna spoil it for you guys, so go watch it OK?
Blogger's being a pain! I can't upload any pics at all *whines* :(
Time's passing by too fast! Where's that darned 'pause' button when you need one?!
School tomorrow, so I better get some shut-eye. Night, lovelies! :)
Oh, I think I just found my favourite song <3

"...Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You never notice
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl..."

-About A Girl; The Academy Is

And it's a little late for explanations

2009-10-30T06:48:00.000-07:00

Another day of non-stop internet in school today :D
As usual, we started freaking people out on Omegle! Haha, 'Twas hilarious indeed ;)
Ohoh! Sonia gave Jana and I the greatest shock ever! OMG, it was really traumatizing, but funny nevertheless. So it all started at Omegle...

Me: What is that mysterious ticking noise? (taken from Potter Puppet Pals! :D If you haven't watched it yet, i strongly suggest that you do! :D )
Stranger: Oh, potter puppet pals!
Me: YES! :D
Me: Snape snape severus snape
Stranger: DUMBLEDOOR!
Me: Ron ron ron weasley
Stranger: Hahahahaha, so... are you Jana or Dhama?

I SWEAR, I ALMOST PISSED IN MY SKIRT! My eyes almost popped out and I started freaking out! I looked at Jana's monitor to see if she was messing with me but she was chatting with someone else, then she looked at the computer screen and started screaming! Then PeiYin and Jocelyn ran over to see what was going on and then they started screaming too! Finally, Sonia (who was on the other end of the lab) told us that it was her! ROFLCOPTER!
It was a you-had-to-be-there kind of thing :D
But it really was kind of scary :/ haha THANKS A LOT, SONIA!

Ooooh I hope that the gala dinner's going well :) All the best to Kristi, Rachel, Wono and Sheera! You guys are gonna kick butt! ;)

I can't wait for tomorrow! I'M FINALLY GOING OUT!! <3 <3

Till next time, loves.

"...I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong..."

-Hush Hush ; Pussycat Dolls.

(:

2009-10-29T04:58:00.000-07:00

School today was surprisingly bearable and fun :D Most of the teachers didn't teach so we spent the entire day at the computer lab! :D One of the pro's of having your classroom right next to the lab (with interneeet!). Jana and I found each other on Omegle and it was totally cool! :P
Tomorrow is D-DAY for me :S *gulps*. I hope I make it out alive.

Totally in love with this song by the way, if you haven't heard it before, I strongly recommend you do! Happy by Leona Lewis :)

Till next time! Toodles, loves!

"...so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
don't care about other pain in front of me
'cause I'm just try'na be happy
just wanna be happy, yea..."

-Happy; Leona Lewis.

You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

2009-10-28T02:40:00.000-07:00

I'm sleepy and I'm bored :(
I have chemistry peka to do.

FML. :( :(

Wise words by Jana,

"most people are only alive because its illegal to shoot them"

AGREED.

"...I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life..."

-Haven't Met You Yet; Michael Buble.

Sick of Drama

2009-10-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

School has never been more interesting :p This week should be preeeettty exciting ;)

Oh, this is just a random thought, non-related to school, how can some people be so annoying? Seriously, its like they just annoy you so much and it bottles up inside of you and you're afraid that one day you might burst out cursing!!!

"...I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe..."

-One Less Lonely Girl; Justin Bieber.

BORED

2009-10-25T00:29:00.001-07:00

:(

I need to clean my room. AGAIN. ughh.
Sucks to be meeeee.
Seeyah.

"...I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly..."

-Vanilla Twilight; Owl City

She's Back! :)

2009-10-23T01:57:00.000-07:00

As of today, finals are officially O-VER! ;D 'Twas a very bad, exhausting three weeks. I tried my best though and we'll see how things turn out, hopefully good news :D Now that I think of it, the worst part actually just started, getting back my results :S Yikes.
Diwali in Penang this year was great! :D I had loads of fun and i certainly cannot wait to go back! No, i'll never get tired of visiting Penang! ;p

To be honest, I never really planned any post-exam activities or outings for myself, I usually just wait till its over and see how it goes.
So, uh.......

Anyone wanna go out? :D :D hehe.

This blog needs more colour and pictures, so get ready for some long overdue, random pictures! ;D (p.s.: I'm only doing this 'cuz the internet is actually pretty fast for once!)

Moral kerja amal with Nat :p

4SB ;D

Mr.J's last day

HEARTS! <3 :)

Nat's sweet 16 :D

yeapp, that's it :D I know i need to take more pictures, DON'T RUSH ME! MEOWWW.

:D

It's called the post-exam syndrome. SOMETHING YOU GUYS WILL ONLY EXPERIENCE IN A FEW WEEKS COUGHCOUGH :D Sorry, I just had to rub it in ;D ;D

Now excuse me while i drown myself in storybooks and Jake&Amir videos (which you should totally check out AFTER your exams!) ;D

Be jealous, be very jealous. :D

p.p.s.: DID I MENTION THAT SPM REGISTRATION IS ON MONDAY? *dies* Feels like just yesterday i sat for my PMR :(

'...And as he asked if I would come along
I started to realize
That every day he finds just what he's looking for
Like a shooting star he shines
And he said, "Take my hand
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right
In the palm of your hand?"...'

-Ordinary Day; Vanessa Carlton

:D

2009-10-10T09:12:00.000-07:00

Three days down, only seven more to go! <3 <3 Bio 2 and Add Maths 2 on Monday, pray for me peeps! :D
Everyone thinks i'm still on hiatus.... well actually I still kinda am :P
BUTBUTBUT I'm breaking the hiatus again for a good reason! :p 2 good reasons to be exact!

Here are early birthday greetings:

MELANIEEEEEE!
15.10.1992
Happy 17th birthday Mel! :) I haven't seen or spoken to you in aaages and I miss you!
Good luck for SPM :) I know you will do well :D
Keep Rockin' On!
;)

JEEEAAAAN! <3
19.10.1993
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY JEANIEE!!!
You, Becky and I are SO going out once our exams are over!
I'll personally drag you out if i have to :p
Good luck for your exams too, Jean! You will do well! (as always ;p)

"...If love is an ocean wide
We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it
When love is a raging sea
You can hold on to me
We'll find a way tonight
Love is an ocean wide..."

-Ocean Wide; The Afters

My Immortal

2009-09-10T03:11:00.000-07:00

I stumbled across this story while i surfing the web a while ago, but i didn't bother much about it. Then i read Hui Jan's blog and she thought it was pretty funny, so i thought I'd read it myself and find out...

I'm laughing so hard, my stomach is starting to hurt! xD here's just an extract of the story..

p.s.: if you google "worst fanfiction ever", 'My Immortal' (the story) is the first result which appears.

"...Then all of a suddenly, an horrible man with red eyes and no nose and everything started flying towards me on a broomstick! He didn’t have a nose (basically like Voldemort in the movie) and he was wearing all black but it was obvious he wasn’t gothic. It was…… Voldemort!

“No!” I shouted in a scared voice but then Voldemort shouted “Imperius!” and I couldn’t run away.

“Crookshanks!” I shouted at him. Voldemort fell of his broom and started to scream. I felt bad for him even though I’m a sadist so I stopped.

“Ebony.” he yelled. “Thou must kill Vampire Potter!”

I thought about Vampire and his sexah eyes and his gothic black hair and how his face looks just like Joel Madden. I remembered that Draco had said I didn’t understand, so I thought, what if Draco went out with Vampire before I went out with him and they broke up?

“No, Voldemort!” I shouted back.

Voldemort gave me a gun. “No! Please!” I begged.

“Thou must!” he yelled. “If thou does not, then I shall kill thy beloved Draco!”

“How did you know?” I asked in a surprised way.

Voldemort got a dude-ur-so-retarded look on his face. “I hath telekinesis.” he answered cruelly. “And if you doth not kill Vampire, then thou know what will happen to Draco!” he shouted. Then he flew away angrily on his broomstick....."

AHAHAHAHA VOLDEMORT IS AMAAAAAAAZING! and dumbledore swears 'cause he has a headache -.-

OKOKOKOK HIATUS FOR REAL THIS TIME! PROOOOMISE!!!

and thanks for the link, Jan! It really made my day ;)

HIATUS

2009-09-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

...but with good reason!

Japanese Exam in less than a week.
Finals in less than a month.

:) I'll be busy digging my grave now, anyone wanna join?

I've spent too much time with my head in the clouds, now when reality kicks in, so does the pain.

"...I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you..."

-The Reason; Hoobastank

:'(

2009-09-07T05:43:00.000-07:00

I'm just so sick of selfish people in school, ELDERLY people to be exact.
So much for being understanding and setting a good example to the other students.
All YOU care about is your rep. and your stupid "effort".
One more week, and I'll be free from you (hopefully forever).

i cant wait.

"...Don't stop looking
You're one step closer
Don't stop searching
It's not over
Hold on..."

-Hold On; Good Charlotte

Happy Birthday, you :)

2009-09-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

I actually wrote this post last week, i just forgot about it :p

Today, i went out to Mid Valley with my best friend, Juan Wen. We watched 'Up' (yes, my life is now complete :'D) and no, we didn't cry. I wish i could say the same for the other two ladies sitting beside me though, they were sobbing their eyes out since the movie started. Before that, we walked around aimlessly, just talking. Eventually, we ended up at MPH and we bought books for each other as birthday presents :D I got her Mitch Albom's books and she got me Inkheart :)
The movie was aaaawesome but i'd rate it 7/10 because I had high expectations, since everyone said it was amazing. It had loads of moral values though and Russel was just so aww :)
After the movie, we walked around again for a bit, avoiding scary clowns :S and just catching up on each other's lives. I never realised just how much I missed her. But Now that we met up, i just can't wait to see her again on Deepavali (hopefully)!!! :)

So this post is for you, Juan Wen :)

Happy sweet sixteenth<3
030909

Yes, one day we will dominate the world with rubber chickens and potatoes :)
But in the mean time, lets just be evil sixteen-year-olds :D

"...All those plans that i made for myself
I've got nobody else to lean on
Gone so far with my head in the clouds
Now it's time to come down and be gone..."

-Find My Way; The Gabe Dixon Band

Thanks :)

2009-09-04T21:52:00.000-07:00

Thank you everyone for making my birthday a memorable one! Especially you guys, 4SB ;D
Thank you for the presents and the birthday wishes! :) :)

Sweet Sixteen <3

2009-09-02T08:20:00.000-07:00

Wow, i can't believe it. FIFTEEN years already, GONE. Just like that! It has been a loooong journey, and it feels as if i've just turned 15 a few days ago. Now it's the big 16, and i'm going through various emotions i have never felt before. Hell yes, i feel excited, but a tad bit nervous at the same time for some reason. Although i have been through loads this year.. happiness, sadness, friendships made, friendships barely scraping through, heartache- you name it! It has been awesome! If next year turns out to be anything like it has been this year, I'll consider myself lucky :) But for now, i'm just gonna enjoy being sweet sixteen ;)

Ed board- Features (x)
:D

"...Gonna spread my wings,
sweet sixteen,
Its my chance to shine,
sweet sixteen,
discovering,
sweet sixteen,
so much more to life,
sweet sixteen..."

-Sweet Sixteen; Hilary Duff

Dear God,
Thanks for an awesome year! :)

Love,
Dhama.

Enjoying my last few days of being 15 ;)

2009-09-01T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahaahah Sawi keeps cracking me up, but thanks for the text anyway, it was sweet! ;)

School was so dull today, i could have just stayed at home -.-
I think I'm God's personal joke! The weather today was simply LOVELY and of all days, I had to be stuck in school, shivering on the second floor! GRRRRR.

I've stopped reading 'Magyk' for a while now (don't ask me why, LOL) and I've started reading Stephenie Meyer's 'The Host'. So far so good :) I'm trying to find the will to just finish reading 'Emma' by Jane Austen! :D It's Kristi's and I've had it for a few months now, hehe :p
I DON'T CARE, I WILL FINISH READING 'EMMA'!
My (absolutelyAWESOME) cousin took my sister and I to the gym yesterday at Jaya 33, and now my legs feel as if they're gonna drop off aaaaaany second now. But the personal trainers were simply <3 *grins*

Gotta run, homework calls (as per usual -.-)!

"...I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place..."

-knocks you down; Keri Hilson feat. Ne-Yo and Kanye West.

School? What school?

2009-08-31T06:03:00.000-07:00

:(

Bring on the homework!-again-

Inner Child :)

2009-08-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

Today Natashyia and I went to our neighborhood park to take PICTURES for our Moral Kerja Amal :) 'Twas a fun day indeed, as the moment we reached the park Nattu says "OMG THEY HAVE SWINGS! DHAMAAAA LET'S GOOOOO!!!" And then you can pretty much work out the rest, from the swings to the slides, to the flying fox, to the see-saw and then FINALLY! "..dude, we should take our pictures now" "at least we're sweaty, so it'll look real. lol "
ahaaaa. So we spent about five minutes taking pictures of us posing with rubbish, then we headed back to the swings to have more fun :D And we got some aaaaawesome shots ;)
It was nice to feel so carefree and laugh for no reason whatsoever. We laughed because it just felt right. :) My inner child was set free today, and i had TONS of fun!

Things just aren't the same anymore these days. My childhood days seems like it happened a million years ago. Being a kid again today really made me genuinely happy. It was good for the both of us, Natashyia and I.

"...When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together..."

-You'll be in my heart; Phil Collins

I'm in love

2009-08-27T05:35:00.000-07:00

...with Enrique Miguel Iglesias Preysler.

I've downloaded all his songs (yes, the spanish ones too) and i love them all! His face is currently my laptop's wallpaper (in case i get bored, i can stare into his beautiful brown orbs).

Just watching 'Takin' Back My Love' alone, almost got me into tears. And he's just sooooo good looking!

Aihhh, teenage hormones!

I'm currently listening to the Spanish version of 'Hero' by Enrique, and it's B-E-A-uuuutiful.

"...would you dance, if i asked you to dance?
would you run, and never look back?
would you cry, if you saw me crying?
would you save my soul tonight?..."

-Hero; Enrique Iglesias.

My day just got a lot better

2009-08-26T08:09:00.000-07:00

Attention world, my best friend in the entire world, A.K.A. miss See Juan Wen from Penang IS COMING TO KL THIS FRIDAY! :D :D :D

It's absolutely amazing that she's coming over, since our birthdays are approaching (coughcoughNEXTWEEKcough) :D It's too bad she's going back on Monday, but stilll!!! Turning sixteen together is special, and yes, we both have the same birthday! :)

I CANT WAAAAITT!!!

oh, aliens in the attic- 6/10 (a bonus mark because the lead actor's cute ;p )
the proposal- 7/10 (TWO bonus marks because of Ryan Reynolds
17 again- 9/10

The Proposal was OK. To me, it was a little bit cliche and i only enjoyed it because it was funny. And maybe the ending sort of ALMOST made me cry, but other than that, it was just average.
Aliens in the attic was also fairly average but yeah, it was entertaining.
17 Again was just AWESOME. Tears welled up in my eyes when he read out the letter, it was just too sweet. I think it was a REALLY good movie! Ten times better than 'The Proposal'
Now i just have to watch 'Up' and my life is complete ;)

like WHOA!

2009-08-25T03:13:00.000-07:00

Sawi: WHERE ARE YOU NOW? I'M IN PENANG!
Me: ....HAHAHAHAHAHAH, i'm on my way back home! xD

LOL.

I'm missing Penang already :( :( Head back during Deepavali, perhaps? ;)
Oh oh, i currently have straight hair! Let's pray that it stays that way, mmkay?
Now to face reality,

PHYSICS thingiee
BIO brochure
MORAL KERJA AMAL

gahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! *dies*

"....Oh, you got my head in the clouds
Oh, you got me thinking out loud
The more you dream about me, the more that i believe
That nothings ever out of reach
So dream, dream, dream..."

-Dream; Miley Cyrus

:)

2009-08-20T02:01:00.000-07:00

sisterly-bonding, movies, books, doughnuts. MLIG :) :)

Unexpected what you did to my heart

2009-08-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

August test is over! :) *celebrates*

Things don't feel right somehow. Maybe i'm just being paranoid or something but lately, things have been....different. Bad different. I am so glad that the holidays are approaching. it gives me time to adjust to these new changes and maybe allow things to settle down for a bit.

"...I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there whenthe storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you..."

-At the beginning; Anastacia

Video Galore :)

2009-08-17T00:28:00.000-07:00

Credits: Jocelyn, my deskmate! ;)
Finally, they're putting their fame to good use and are actually getting along :)
This song just made me like Demi and Selena even more, the JoBros- a tad bit more and Miley- uh, not so much :p at least i don't hate her anymore.
Thanks Jo for making me listen to this song, it's great! :)

NEXT..

'New York, I Love You'
credits: SEEEEEMAAAAHHH (who just turned sixteen cough)

Starring Orlando Bloom, Shia LeBeouf, Hayden Christiansen, Anton Yelchin, Rachel Bilson, Natalie Portman etc.
*dies and lands in hottie heaven*
I am SO watching this movie!
I. CANT. WAIT. :D :D :D :D
*fangirl squeal*

:D six papers down, three more to go! Physics, history *yawn* and mod maths. :) :)
Then i'm free as a birddddddddddddddddddddddddddd, and off to Penang :D :D

dies

2009-08-13T03:55:00.000-07:00

August test brought forward to Monday? YIKES! *gulps* :S

Better start nerding now!

student: teacher, how many people got 'A' for Bio?
teacer: Hampir-hampir 'A' adalah...
everyone: HAMPIR-HAMPIR? O.O"

ohmyy.

Srop, rewind and PAUSE!

2009-08-12T00:41:00.000-07:00

My arms feel as if they're gonna drop off any second. my legs are still wobbly and my stomach hurts every time i laugh. I hate SEGAK so, so much!

Nothing much has been going on. The Swine flu seems to be spreading quite fast! Two teachers in my school are confirmed with having AH1N1. I hope they get better soon :(

Longer post another time perhaps, right now, homework calls ;)

"...All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down..."

-You're not sorry; Taylor Swift.

Back to school?

2009-08-10T02:55:00.000-07:00

:( :( :( :(

Back to hitting the books and stressing over August tests and English Oral.
Me no likeyyy.

Look on the bright side anyway, August Holidays are almost heeeeree!!! :D
Penang, here i come! <3

And before i forget,

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, REBECCA TOH! <3
:D
i hope you liked your present and the card!

Will be back soon!

Neville Longbottom :B

2009-08-08T07:51:00.000-07:00

Presenting Neville Longbottom, our favourite geek....

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....gone hot!

I mean seriously, who'da thought?

"...And everything we ever were
Seems to fade, but not the hurt..."

-What If; Ashley Tisdale.

What's rockin'?

2009-08-04T22:32:00.000-07:00

Sri Aman has been closed down for a Swine Break :)
I'm happy that i can sleep at 3.00 a.m. and wake up at 12.00 p.m. for seven days, but then again I'll eventually have to face the other six August test papers that have been postponed sooner or later.

But life's all about living in the moment, right?

Right.

I'm posting up the whole song today, it's just too beautiful. Plus, David Archuleta sang it ;)

"...Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens
I've been in love with you
Stronger than any mountain cathedral
Truer than any tree ever grew
Deeper than any forest primeval
I am in love with you
I'll bring fire in the winters
You'll send showers in the springs
We'll fly through the falls and summers
With love on our wings

Through the years as the fire starts to mellow
Burning lines in the book of our lives
Though the binding cracks and the pages start to yellow
I'll be in love with you
I'll be in love with you

Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens
I've been in love with you
I am in love with you..."

-Longer; David Archuleta.

LPSA Prefects' Installation 2009/2010

2009-08-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

Install was an absolute blast! Seriously, every ounce of hard work put into it totally paid off! Everyone worked our butts off and the end-results turned out fantastic, -no, it was more than fantastic, it was BRILLIANT! All the performances were FABULOUS! I'm so proud of everyone for managing to pull off our best installation yet! Sure, there were a few glitches here and there, but all in all, it was awesome. Thinking about it makes me smile, actually not really, it makes a bloody huge dopey smirk form on my face- and to be quite honest, I'm starting to scare people off- especially my sister :p
Oh, apparently a new tradition has begun! The after party (?) LOL! I am sooo glad that so many schools turned up! 11 schools to be exact, and VI even brought ten people O.O
Although i pretty much multi-tasked throughout the event, (seriously, they put me from Registration to Ushering then back to Registration and running over to the laptop to check out the VP from time-to-time) i still managed to absorb the atmosphere of the entire event! It was great that SMKDU prefects came for our install in the end! I really appreciate the cheering from you guys too! LOL. Anywho, the VP turned out to be AWESOME! Even the teachers were impressed by it! Baba and i were literally biting our knuckles throughout the ten minutes (and not to mention hiding our faces when our scenes came on).
The most touching part was when the form fives gave each form four a single rose to end their performance, if i wasn't video-taping the performance, i might have ran to each and every senior and hugged the daylights out of them :p
Even the other schools noticed the strength of the LPSA senior-junior bond, especially between the form five and form four prefects. I'm going to miss you all being our seniors, and i thank you for all your guidance, from the bottom of my heart. Although i know that you will keep on guiding us, even after stepping down.

"Once a maroon monster,
Always a maroon monster!"

Doctors these days...

2009-07-29T05:34:00.000-07:00

Doc: What happened to youuuuu?? *notice that it's all in 'italic'? Thats because he had this sickening tone when he spoke*
Me: Uh, fever, sore throat *blah di blah*
Doc: *checks stuff* did you go to Australia?
Dad: *laughs out loud*
Me: Uh, yes... but it was months ago!! *i spoke really fast. What? i was scared he might inject me!*
Doctor: I see... *pause* do you have an Australian boyfriend? *raises eyebrows*

-.-"

I swear, its as if the whole world revolves around guys, right?

WRONG.

sniffs

2009-07-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

Down with a FEVER.

not going to school tomorrow, i hope i don't miss too much in school. The new prefects board's first assembly is tomorrow! :) Good luck, you guys! :D :D

Where's a fairy godmother when you need one the most?

"...As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me..."

-Falling for you; Colbie Caillat.

Literally drained.

2009-07-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

Is it just me, or has time seem to be passing by faster?

Schoolwork has officially taken it's toll on me. Last night, i slept at 2 A.M. just to finish off my accounts and school homework. As a result, i woke up half an hour later this morning,meaning i had to cut short my looooong hot shower :(
The Prefects Install VP filming is complete, at last! Baba and I can finally stop stressing so much about it. The younger two, Emylia and Izarra were awesome to work with and I'm sorry that you guys still have to compile the pictures :p

There's nothing much to say... well, except that INSTALL IS IN ONE FREAKING WEEK! :X
Oh! Oh! and congratulations to the upcoming 2009/2010 Prefectorial board! Our first official meeting tomorrow as a new board, YIKES. Hopefully things go smoothly. I'm off to bed, we're having and install meeting until 4 tomorrow and I intend to stay awake throughout the meeting :) It sucks to still have this one thing bugging my mind though..

VPVPVPVPVPVPVPVPVP

No pressure!

"...Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you..."

-Someday We'll know; Mandy Moore Ft. Jonathan Foreman.

OH. MY. LORD.

2009-07-20T03:52:00.000-07:00

VP is 75% done, hell yes, i'm excited! Hopefully it turns out OK, and not too amateur-ish. I'm dead tired and a pillow, bolster and my favourite blanky sound good right now, but noooo there's just so much to do!

Things to do:

Head of Documentation scene
Vice. Sec. Scene
Gazebo scene
Add math homework
Bio reports
Physics
Moral
English Lit.
Accounts
Bm komsas
Chemistry Report

Kill me, now.
Yay! I might be able to be under registration for Install! :D :D I love having the Top 3 as friends >=D

Install is on the 31st of July, so BECKY, you better cooome! :D

/EDIT

thankyouuu Pei Yin for letting me be under registration. So yeah, if you don't see me there, it's all her fault :p kthxbai.

"...Looking out
Across the morning
The city's heart begins to beat..."

-Human Nature; Michael Jackson.

Life Cycle

2009-07-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

You wake up, have a rough day in school, come home, and pray that tomorrow will be better.
Although deep down inside, you know that it will never get better.

How now, brown cow?

"...And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster..."

-Beautiful Disaster; Kelly Clarkson

2009-07-16T02:38:00.000-07:00

It has been a mad week! Finishing off long overdue homeworks and having Bio lessons every free period? Not exactly my cup of tea. I already have two reports to be done and add math, oh add math! My old teacher has returned, and so we're moving really fast, almost finishing the triangles topic. Baba, Izarra, Emylia and I started shooting for our prefects installation VP today and we also managed to finish up the rest of the script! Hari Koko is tomorrow! As much as i'm tempted to ponteng tomorrow, i can't :( Prefects AGM is tomorrow, hopefully it will be an interesting one.
That's basically it...

Will talk (type?) more later, busy as HELL now.

P.S.: DU convention day after tomorrow! O:
P.P.S.: Merchants of Bollywood tomorrow! O:
P.P.P.S.: Cousins coming down from Penang tomorrow! O:
P.P.P.P.S.: OMGOMGOMGOMG HARRY POTTER PREMIERS TODAYYYYYYYYYYY! T.T And 'ze English teacher just had to post up Emma Watson's poster on the wall and say, "I'm sure you guys know that Harry Potter premiers today right?". No, really? -.- *headdesk*

Okay, i'm leaving now (for real!)

"...'Cause I only see you, in all that I do
To the rest I am blind
I don't want something new, other than you,
For the rest of my life..."

-I only see you; Benton Paul

Just a Quickie

2009-07-13T06:52:00.000-07:00

The results are out!

Head girl: Husnul
PKP1: Jing Wei
PKP2: Sanuja

I'm so proud of ya'll!

"...Manage me, I'm a mess
Turn a page, I'm a book
Half unread
I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with, just because
I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough..."

-Weightless; All time low

CODE RED!

2009-07-11T03:11:00.000-07:00

I had a real taste of form four this week. Finishing up all the homework, reports, peka and whatnot. There wasn't a single minute where we were not doing anything! It was one stressful week, and most of us welcomed the long-awaited weekend like a mother seeing her son for the first time after ten years! We said goodbye to two trainee teachers (add maths and bio) who we are going to miss dearly, albeit complaining about them 24/7. So much has been going on! Hari K has been canceled, and it has been replaced with Hari Koko this coming Friday. Right after that, us prefects will be having our AGM where we will find out the results of the Head Girl elections and also the rest of the Prefectorial Board for 2009/2010. It feels weird typing out '2010' now that i'm so used to typing two zeros at once. I'm dreading the day when our form five seniors will step down 'cuz that would mean us form fours being in charge now. It's going to be an emotional week, i can tell. With the results being announced and seniors stepping down and all... This Saturday, five of us will be heading to DU for the prefect Convention and then later at night, i might be watching 'The Merchants of Bollywood' with the familia.
And my cousins from Penang will be coming down for the weekend too! They'll be watching the Manchester united football match this weekend too.

My brother's turning 22 on the 13th of July, so that's another thing to celebrate! See, i wasn't kidding when i said that this week is gonna be jam-packed!

I just need a second, to breathe. But no, life's unfair like that.

Oh, not forgetting Sri Aman's prefects installation at the end of July. VP hasn't been done yet, hell, we haven't even started working on it. And now they want us to do the backdrop as well?
Everyone just STOP!
August test starts on the first, only paper three for most of the science papers. But still, it's right after install.
Where's the 'pause' button when you need one the most?

p.s.: i just love OTH :) it makes me happy.

Dan : You're full of crap!
Coach: It comes with old age, Danny. Constipation.

LMAOOOO!

"...My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer..."

-Hands Down; Dashboard Confessional.

Call me slow

2009-07-08T00:38:00.000-07:00

.. but i just finished reading Harry Potter and the DH :( And gosh, i could cryy.
I initially started reading the book last year, then it mysteriously disappeared :p and then i found it two days back and i finished reading the book.

So, books to read:

Emma- Jane Austen (hehe, sorry Kristi!)
The Tales of Beedle the Bard- JKR
Shopaholic and Sister- Sophie Kinsella

More later, right now it's BM time -.- GAH!

BLAH!

2009-07-02T02:47:00.000-07:00

BUSYBUSYBUSY.
Will be on a short hiatus as of today. School and tuition is taking up all my time, and I find that I haven't had the mood to blog for days, so I'm taking a break.
I'll try to grab pics from Emylia and Izarra when i can. Emylia takes awkward shots of me for fun 'cause she's evil like that. hmmph.
I wont be attending DU's install but i will be going for the other convention thing :) See you there Bex and Jean! ;p
I'm feeling extremely sleepy buuuut i have another accounts test to sit for tomorrow.
WHEN WILL THE MADNESS STOP?!!
Eyecandy tomorrow ;p can't wait for the fun to begin!

"...Don't even talk about the consequence
'Cause right now you're the only thing
That's making any sense to me..."

-Untouched; The Veronicas.

Campaign day 1

2009-06-29T01:42:00.001-07:00

Campaign today was totally AWESOME! Everyone was so pumped up and excited for the announcements and also giving out the badges! As expected, almost everyone wanted badges for themselves, there weren't enough to go around :( ButbutBUTTT there will be more tomorrow though! :D Gosh, it's just so exciting to see students and even teachers walk around wearing campaign badges! Husnul explained more about her manifesto during the first recess today with Win Yean. Tomorrow, it'll be my babies' (haha, LOL!) turn! Jing Wei and Natashyia will be giving their campaign speeches tomorrow morning during assembly and then during recess, Natashyia will be explaining her manifesto! So guys, be prepared for tomorrow! :D Expect bigBIIIGGG boards and foam fingers =B courtesy of Amanda and I.
Emylia was such a darling today, she got slips for the VP people to bring our cameras/camcorders from tomorrow until installation is over! :D sweeeeeet. Hopefully I'll have time to take pictures tomorrow :D Oh the fliers/banners are so PREEEETTTYYYY!! :) Myb blazer is just filled with badges and it's so COLOURFUL! 8D

psst... anyone going for Samad's carnival? Buy coupons from me OK! RM10 per book! :D

"...I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
and I wanted to know how that would feel
and you made it so real
You showed me somethin' that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe..."

-Crazier; Taylor Swift.

50th post

2009-06-27T17:18:00.000-07:00

I have a cold. PAAANICCCC!!!! :D
Hahahaha no lah, nothing to worry about! It's almost gone now. Yesterday was terrible though, i had a fever and i could hardly wake up in the morning. Did i mention i slept for 12 hours straight? Well, i did wake up at 3 a.m. to read Pei Yin's sms but then i fell asleep again. The power of Panadol- drowsy :)
I'm supposed to head to school with Nat today (yeah, i know on a Sunday :S ) to hang up them fliers and all. Oh! and to be the first one to receive campaign badges >:D muahahaha!
But now i'm not sure if i can go at all, now that i've got the sniffles. Amanda strictly forbade me to go. But then again, since when do I listen to Amanda? ;p
So um, Michael Jackson's ........dead. Surprisingly, i don't really feel that sad. I mean, sure, he invented the moonwalk and he is the 'King of Pop'(?) but other than that, i guess i didn't really bother that much about him. All i remember is playing his songs during the prefect party (which totally kicked buttocks by the way!). I feel sad, but i'm not like on the verge of crying everytime i listen to his songs. Apparently all his albums are sold out and his songs hit the top 10/12 in iTunes. Yeah sure guys, buy his albums and listen to his songs only when the dude's dead.

Oh yes! DU prefects install!! :D :D to go or not to go? You tell me.

It's only 8.30, maybe i'll snooze for a little while longer! ;)

"...They say the Devil's water,
It ain't so sweet,
You don't have to drink right now,
But you can dip your feet,
every once in a while..."

;D

-When you were young; The Killers.

Virus AH1N1?

2009-06-23T02:35:00.006-07:00

Seems like every other school in Petaling has been quarantined except Sri Aman. -.-
And everyone is giving me the evil eye, since i returned from Melbourne about a week+ ago. Haha. not really :p but yeah, it's weird.
Jean, please get well soon, or i will personally kill you. Missing your chance of going to Netherlands? Not an option, Jeanie :)
So um, the invitation to SMKDU's prefects installation came today! "Saya, selaku SETIAUSAHA lambaga pengawas SMKDU, REBECCA TOH.."
:D you should have seen the grin on my face when i read that. But of course, the lucky five form fours who were supposed to go are the 5 Head Girl candidates. Supposed, cuz the school has now been quarantined. Ahwell... if Dhama can't go, NOBODY goes! :p JK.

On a lighter note, CAMPAIGN STARTS NEXT WEEK YA'LL! VOTE FOR HUSNUL, JING WEI, SANUJA, PEI YIN AND NATASHYIA! :D I recently found out that we're only going to be able to vote for ONE person!!! :( And i thought choosing 3 out of 5 of them was tough...
Anyhoo, i'm sure the five candidates will do wonderfully, i have full confidence in them! :)
Oh and Sri Aman prefects installation will be on the end of July! :D I'm under Video Presentation with Su Ann, Baba, Emylia and Izarra! I'll be bringing my videocam and camera quite often to school, so i may be able to take pictures of the fliers and badges and their campaign speech! Hell yeah, i'm excited!! :D

Hari Keusahawanan- 25th July 2009
Place: SMK(P) Sri Aman

COME OKAYY? :D

I passed Japanese! :D :D Will be having a Kaeoshi test next monday, kill me please. :(
I can't believe it... slightly more than two months to the Japanese language examination. I'm scared, there's no doubt about that.

Oh and to Lydia Miller, get well soon :) And I hope you're having fun in Sydney!

"...No matter if the sun don't shine
Or if the skies aren't blue
No matter what the end is
My life began with you..."

-No Matter What; Boyzone.

Now that it's finally official...

2009-06-18T03:10:00.000-07:00

The candidates for the post. as Head Girl 2009/2010 :

Husnul Muhayya
Goh Jing Wei
Durga Sanuja
Lim Pei Yin
Natashyia V.

I am sososososo glad that ALL of you got nominated! Campaigning starts in two weeks and I'm extremely pumped up! Hanging the fliers and hading out 'Vote me!' badges!! :D :D
Needless to say, it is going to be a tough decision, having to pick between the five of them.
I will be helping each and every one of them as much as i can although my name has been signed on Jing Wei and Natashyia's list.

OMGG I CANT WAIT! :D

p.s.: Nat, I'm so proud of youu! <3

"...Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart..."

-Hatin' of the club ; Rihanna

Lord, it ain't easy out here in the dark.

2009-06-16T07:02:00.000-07:00

I'm almost done with my Bio presentation thing! During Moral today, Win Yean, Pei Yin, Sanuja, Tasha and I sat directly under the air-cond in the library. It turned out to be a bad idea because i felt extremely sleepy once school was over. And I had a two-hour add math tuition class right after school too. Mr. E gave us Samad's mid-term paper to do and part one was all right. Of course we could discuss the questions and that made it a whole lot easier for me, but i think the paper was good ; not too easy, not too difficult. Paper two was not that bad but of course we got some help from teacher while doing the sums. Daddy's turning 53 in twooo hours! :D :D So,

HAPPY 53rd BIRTHDAY, APPA! <3
ILoveYou(:

I can hear my pillow calling me to bed, so I'll just leave you with a video for your entertainment. 'Cuz i'm awesome like that.

Good night! :)

"...If my heart had wings
I would fly to you and lie
Beside you as you dream
If my heart had wings..."

-If My Heart Had Wings; Faith Hill.

BECKYYYY!!! (:

2009-06-12T05:55:00.001-07:00

Outing with Bex and Natashyia today was the BOMB! :D We had too much fun walking around aimlessly, insulting each other and well... just talking, about everything.
I brainwashed Becky >:D ahahahaa! Believe it or not, i persuaded her to watch TERMINATOR SALVATION with Nat and I!
Okay, so i lied. Maybe i didn't persuade her per se. So maybe there weren't any seats left for Night at the museum2, 17 again, Monsters Vs. Aliens and Hannah Montana ( xp coughcough)... but still, Rebecca Toh watched Terminator. Cue the applause.
We even forgot to take pictures, hah. Bex belanja-ed Nat and I Churos (yummm) and me, being the genius i am COUGHCOUGHCOUGH took two photos :D
OH!OH!OH! I finally found Harry Potter's 'The Tales of Beedle and Bard'!!!!! Gosh, that reminds me! I have to watch the last Harry Potter movie again to prepare myself for Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!!!!! :D Yes, i'm psyched as HELL for Harry Potter! Sorry to all the Twilight Saga fans out there, but Harry Potter series>Twilight Series anyday!
I admit, Twilight is good but Harry Potter is better. Nono, scratch that, it's the BEST!
All hail JKR! =B
ohmyyy i'm still thinking about Terminator! Seriously, it was awesome!

"If staying alive is the idea here, i'll drive." - Marcus Wright to Kyle Reese.
"If you're going to point a gun, you'd better be ready to pull the trigger." -Kyle Reese imitating Marcus Wright.

Bex fell in love with Kyle Reese (Anton Yelchin). As soon as Bex saw his face, she knew the movie would get a whole lot interesting :p
But Marcus Wright (Sam Worthington) is definitely my slice of cutie pie ;D

I had fun today :)

"...There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot..."

-Fearless; Taylor Swift.

Australia

2009-06-11T00:46:00.000-07:00

So i'm back from Australia :) and i had the time of my life there. I prefer Melbourne to Sydney but i fell in love with the scenery when i was on 'The Great Ocean Road' tour. I miss Aussie and all the fun and exciting moments shall forever remain in my memories :)

I can't wait for the outing with Becky and Natashyia tomorrow! I'm sooooo psyched!

Becky: I CANT WAIT! I CANT WAIT! I CANT WAIT! I CANT WAIT! Thats me being psycho, by the way.

If you call that psycho, girl, just you wait till you meet us tomorrow.

:)
HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY

"...Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you..."

-The way i loved you; Taylor Swift

Tuts My Barreh.... thankiuuu

2009-06-09T09:06:00.000-07:00

Plz to be watching it.

"...coz if you run your mother
break a bottle sticker
run day boo
i will hunt chu damn..."

-Tuts My Barreh

Gathering?

2009-05-29T23:41:00.000-07:00

Sucked. BIGTIME.
All i have to say is.... sigh, thank goodness i was backstage the whole time helping out with the sound system with Natashyia and Trishna. Seriously, the three of us had more fun than everyone else put together, backstage.
I'm just glad it's over. Now, my holiday really begins.
Teachers Day yesterday totally ROCKED. I swear, it's one of the most entertaining celebrations held by the school. And the cupcakes were gorgeous! ;D
Had Econs exam right after school and dare i say, it was as bad as Bio :/ It doesn't matter though, i will be dropping that subject thanks to the new "not more than 10 subjects" rule. gahh.
I will be flying off to Australia tomorrow night :D Don't miss me too much, okay?

p.s.: Jean, thank your lucky stars you didn't come. Seriously.

You are the reason that I breathe
You are the reason that I still believe
You are my destiny
Jai Ho!
No there is nothing that can stop us
Nothing can ever come between us,
So come and dance with me
Jai Ho!

-Jai Ho; A.R. Rahman & PCD

Cuz i'm so awesom, i don't know where to begin..

2009-05-23T02:29:00.000-07:00

Come on people! Where's the love?

-*-

No worries though, I'm still in the committee for the upcoming gathering on the 30th of May. *coughcougcoughLIMYIJEANcoughcoughcough* *hinthint
:D

I feel like a prisoner at home. SOMEONE TAKE ME OUUUUTTTT!!! :(

Random shots taken at home an in school >:D

It's a shame i cant solve any of 'em -.-

meet Kristiana and Jana :)

meet Divya :)

Frm left:
meet Hana, Ami, Steff, Tiki, Amiera and Asilah :)

meet Win Yean, the flexible one :)

what can i say? the camera loves you, Kristi! And you said you weren't photogenic! pshh..

my 4 year old pencil :') and Jana's tie and blazer in the background :D

my zipper ear-rings :D <3

over and out.

"...In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry..."

-Cry; Mandy Moore

Breaking the Hiatus..

2009-05-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

... but with good reason!
'Cause this awesome person turned sixteen.
'Cause this person always puts a smile on my face.
'Cause this person became my adopted puppy last year, along with her five "brothers".
'Cause she's my little, or in this case, not-so little Tiger (:

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN,
KIMBERLY ANNE XAVIER!

No words can describe how awesome you are, Kim.
ILY :) I owe you a hug!

p.s.: i miss being classmates with you.

Now that I think of it, i'm really missing 3F. Most of my sweetest memories were made there.

I watched Stavros Flatly (frm BGT) for the second time and it left me in stitches again. I think that would be one video i won't get tired of. They disabled the embed so i can't post it up here. SORRY! ;p

"...Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me..."

-You belong with me; Taylor Swift

HIATUS

2009-05-04T01:39:00.000-07:00

until my mid-terms are over, that is. Wish me luck, ya'll.

Add maths teacher- GONE. Now all my teachers, excluding my chem. teacher are freshies. Joy.

On a lighter note, i passed first aid! :D :D I swear, it was the funniest exam EVER! Thanks to Trishna for the *coughcoughhelp ;)coughcough*

:D

Me: Your birthday's coming!
Kim: Yeah yeah! Um... imagine that today was Saturday. YAYY MY BIRTHDAY'S IN TWO WEEKS! *clapshands* :D
Me: o.o
Kim: It's easier to count like that.
Me: what about 14 days minus two? That's okay too.
Kim: It's plus two days laaa!
Me: only in your world, the days until your birthday comes keeps increasing.
Kim: .......OHHH! OMG HAHAHAHA! X)

:D some things never change. I miss my Tiger. Yes, you too termite ;)

"...Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick.

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do..."

-Almost lover; A fine Frenzy.

Booyakasha

2009-05-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

First Aid Exam is TOMORROW. I have no idea how i'm gonna pass the exam since i haven't attended a meeting since last year. Win Yean (my favourite casualty :D ) and Natashyia came over to revise tomorrow's exam with me and at least that was helpful. *sigh*

Mid year exam is in exactly two weeks, YIKES! :( Now i really need to pick up my sejarah book.... and my bio book, and chemistry, and physics, and bm, and add maths.
HOMG Japanese exam *dies*. (FYI: i actually did fail because teacher didn't want to add formative). Needless to say i don't want to expect another '9G' in my results slip. Ever again. Never. Even though everyone else found it so amusing ;p

Add maths tuition this morning couldn't have gotten any funnier.

Teacher: What's 7k-k?
Trishi: It's 3k+1?
Teacher: No... what's 7k+k
Trishi: *mumbles some other equation*
Teacher: *laughs* just tell me what's 7k-k
Trishi:...oh! Um, 6k.
Teacher: good, you're finally awake.

Teacher: There's this scientific calculator that gives you the answer straight away once you type in the equation.
Krishi: But that's like cheating. We can't use it right?
Teacher: Maybe in the future, but not now.
Trishi: i wish i was born later :(
Teacher: It can also plot the graph. And the graph moves.
Everyone: whoaaaaa
Dhama:............... why would you want a moving graph?
Teacher: Because there are different points
Dhama:..... okay...
Danni: That's cool man.
Dhama: But won't it be weird to have like a moving graph *does some wavy hand movement*
Win Yean:.... Dhama, it doesn't really move. He means that it moves when the points change!
Dhama: OHHH!!!! XD I thought it move like a wave or something!!
Danni and Trishi: -.-

Yeah, that's what you get when you have add maths tuition at 7 a.m. on a holiday :D
OH! I have uploaded the MPPH pictures in facebook so tag yourself if i missed out anyone! I will upload them on the blog soon when i have the time :D so in the mean time, GO SEE IN FACEBOOK LAAAAA.
I better go study CPR and Choking now.
KILL ME NOW PLS. KTHXBAI!

I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
Cause i won't remember, save your breath,
cause what's the use?

-Sober; Pink

Sports Day

2009-04-15T07:55:00.001-07:00

...is tomorrow. Will be duty-ing for Prefects for the first time, instead of the usual St.Johns duty.
Now all i have to do tomorrow is try to bribe Trishna into letting me duty with Jana :D If anyone is wondering, i'll be at the other other gate for duty (don't ask. It's how she labeled it) at the faaar right, for the mo.

I'll be cheering for you, HIJAU even though we're in last place right now :p Kudos to June for joining green house perbarisan (don't worry i'll be cheering for you too!).

I am at lost for words right now. No, not in that emo, depressing way. I have literally nothing to say. I tried doing accounts just now and it wont BALANCE! GRRRRRRRRR!! Where's Win Yean when you need her? Mana saya punya taufuuuu.....?

"...I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you..."

-My Life Would Suck WIthout You; Kelly Clarkson.

Green, in the spirit of Sports Day.

HEY HIJAU YOU'RE SO FINE,
YOU'RE SO FINE, YOU BLOW MY MIND,
HEY HIJAU! HEY! HEY!
HEY HIJAU!
oogashaka. 8D

It’s times like these when I feel like burying my head in a hole and never coming out.

2009-04-11T06:10:00.001-07:00

Today was just-.....*sigh* I CANT BUH-LIEVEEEEEE how STUPIDDDDD i can be. so darn stupiddd! *cries*

Today sucked. Saturday school. 'Nuff said. I only went for add maths and teacher didn't even come. I guess I learned like 0.01% more for physics. Sanuja went parading around school holding a note saying "Ask me if i'm gonna meet David Archuleta?" So Duh, Su Ann got tickets for her, and she's going. I playfully yelled at Su Ann for not giving me tickets too during recess :p Kicked her chair throughout the 30 minutes of recess. One highlight of the day, i did my BM oral! And it wasn't even that bad because i had to say in front of like what, six people? I'm pleased with the marks i got :) Was slightly cheered up by that. Went straight to SBL after school to get the black file for accounts tuition. Came back and KONG-ED on the bed. Five hours of sleep per day is not enough, so nap time was like heaven for me. :)

Not more than five minutes ago, i remembered that i was supposed to remind trishi about the add maths tuition. On-ed my phone and saw three missed calls from Su Ann. Weird... I wonder what she wanted. Oh lookie, she sent an sms..

Time sent: 1.27 p.m.
date: 11/4/09
Time read: 9.15 p.m.
message:

I have like 3 tickets to Archuleta.
Wanna come?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!
!@#$%&%$#@!@#$%$#@!@#!!!!!!!!!

*slits wrist*
i was this close to meeting him. The David Archuleta!
I'M NEVER SWITCHING MY PHONE OFF EVER AGAIN. I'M NEVER PUTTING IT IN SILENT MODE , UNLESS NECESSARY.

Now, excuse me while i bawl my eyes out. This could seriously be the worst day of my life. No joke. I know i promised an update on all the other events stated in my last post and i will update about 'em soon. Just, not now.
Ohmigosh... I don't think i will ever get over this. Rub it in my face if you want, it might actually make me feel better that everyone else thinks i'm stupid too.

"...Another dream has come undone
You feel, so small and lost
Like you're the only one
You wanna scream 'cause you're desperate..."

-Desperate; David Archuleta.

Mumzieeee :)

2009-04-06T05:36:00.001-07:00

5/4/1959- A Star was born. Many people call her Puan Kokilam/Mrs. Bala, but i call her amma.

Happy 50th Birthday, Amma. Without you, i'm nothing.
I Looooooove you! :)

-Birthday post+pictures to come soon (when the internet connection is better).
-MPPH photos to come soon (loads of candids :D yayy)
-Pusat Sains Negara class trip on Wednesday (will add photos if i decide to bring my camera).
-Is the Surprise on us? Stay tuned ;)

"...Don't look back
Learn from the past
Livin' for now is what keeps me going
don't look back but hold the memories
I can do this
I must do this..."

-Lost and Found; Alyson Stoner.

It's the thought that counts, right?

2009-04-02T02:57:00.000-07:00

Kong-ed on the bed the moment i came back from BM tuition last night. I did my bm essay for school before that and i started sneezing so i took a panadol pill. Drowsy :)
Slept well last night. But i did not complete my homework :p I had add maths, mod maths, english and physics homework (all due the next day, mind you) to do so i freaked out in the morning. Thank God none of the teachers asked us to hand in our books. Finally, i can see some luck coming in!

Oh, Oh! We got to watch 'Gladiator' for history today >:D Ngeh ngeh ngeh. I definitely preferred 'Alexander' (which we watched last week) though. But then again, the movie isn't over and we'll be continuing tomorrow, hopefully. :) *crossesfingers*

Happy sweet sixteen, Natasha! :) :) And guess who's turning sixteen tomorrow? I'll give you a clue, her name starts with a J and ends with OCELYN!!!!! :D Iloveyouuuuuu!!!!

gotta go now, physics peka calls. *sigh*

"...Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound..."

-Halo; Beyonce.

Thankyou <3

2009-03-31T02:48:00.000-07:00

Thank you Mr and Mrs Vejayarajah for sending and picking me up from Manda's house.
Thank you Natashyia for helping me with my outfit crisis.
Thank you Amanda for the crazy balloon game.
Thank you Amanda for making Natashyia do the dare twice. 'Twas hilarious.
Thank you June for letting me bully you.
Thank you Sonia for throwing a million and one water balloons at me.
Thank you everyone for letting my spray you with water :)
Thank you, Lydia Miller for the hugs :)
Thank you Jack for the drawing <3
Thank you Manda for letting us change in your room.
Thank you Su Ann for turning off the bathroom lights while i was changing.
Thank you Aunty Alice for the delicious food and being the most sporting person :)
Thank you Natashyia for putting eyeliner for me.
Thank you Su Ann for putting mascara for me.
Thank you Natasha C for making me dance.
Thank you everyone for all the pictures.
Thank you parents, for letting me go.
Thank you Amanda for the wettest and wildest party ever :)

I had the greatest time and here's a belated birthday greeting to you, Amanda Anuja.
You're the best and I hope you liked your pressie :D

And here's a shotout to all you April babies out there:

MUMMAYYY!! I love you :)
Lydia Miller <3>
Tiqi *April Fool's baby
Jocelyn Christine :D My awesome deskmate!
Nadzirah, the wacky one.

As always, excuse me while i drown myself in my worst nightmare, or more commonly known as homework.

English oral- DONE! Now for BM oral... *sighsighsigh*

"...Maybe i'm wrong, you decide
Should've been strong, yeah i lied
Nobody gets me like you.

Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could i know what you meant?
There was nothing to compare to..."

-About you now; Miranda Consgrove

Regresa A Mi

2009-03-26T06:02:00.000-07:00

Me: I got my Japanese test results!
Sister: *smirks* ....so?
Me: *grins* i got 48%
Sister: -.- only 48?
Mom:-.- That's really bad.
Me: At least i passed okay! :p With flying colours!
Mom:Yeah, too bad your marks flew away with 'em too.

-*-

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
Today was really fun. A couple of teachers were absent from school so we got like what...three free periods? So Kristi, Rianne and Win Yean came over to my place and started playing the guitar they *coughcoughSTOLEcough* i mean borrowed from the school :D
Kristi started playing...(or was it strumming? I dunno..) 'So Kiss me' and it was really, REALLY good! Rianne taught me how to play like the first three...chords?...notes? (i really don't know) to 'When you say nothing at all' by Ronan Keating :) But it was fun, although it hurt like HELL! Then she taught Win Yean and i to play 'More Than Words' by Westlife :) She taught us the first part of the song( which is pretty much repeated throughout the song even though there are changes here and there) and after a little practise, we could do it :)
Of course we couldn't do it perfectly but we could press the strings on our own and the tune actually sounded right. I really liked it. Rianne also played 'There She goes' by Sixpence none the richer. It was really funny because Kristi was teaching Rianne how to play 'So Kiss Me' and when Rianne got fed up she would just start playing 'There She goes' in the middle of the song -.- Weird child.

I got back all my results. Some still without formative marks but yeah, got back all of 'em. I'm not disappointed with myself because i did try my best and put in quite a lot of effort for this test. Of course my studying plan was all messed up so i couldn't concentrate on certain subjects but still, i tried my best. All in all, i think i did all right. Of course i have to buck up on certain subjects but i am quite pleased with my results. Sure, it's not all that great and i might probably land a spot in the top '20's in my class if I'm lucky, but I'm ok with that. For now, anyway.
I do plan to work harder for my mid-terms because if i have learned anything from my experience so far, it is that form four is TOUGH. No kidding. It's not like form three anymore, where you can cram in as much info as you can at the last minute and still get an 'A' for the test.

I have a mountain load of homework just waiting to be completed so it's goodbye for now, mates! :)

"...The smile on your face
lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me..."

-When You Say Nothing At All; Ronan Keating

Camp :)

2009-03-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

Bus Three :)

Baba and I feeling tired, during the obstacle course.

Form four prefects at the waterfall during jungle trekking :)

leech on Rubini's hand. :D

Them lovely juniors who splashed water at me + fify, farhana, Ai Peng, Danni and I :D

Helping the others get over the slippery rocks.

Baba and June a.k.a people-who-did-not-want-to-get-wet-but-got-wet-after-all-ha-ha-ha :)

Yep, i sure will remember this camp. The waterfall shots were my favourite :) Hopefully i'll be able to grab some pics from Su Ann if she ever uploads them.
Credits: Izarra for taking ALL the photos.

"...Together in all these memories,
I see your smile.
All of the memories I hold dear.
Darling you know I'll love you,
Til the end of time..."

-Memories; Within Temptation.

Birthday WIshes :)

2009-03-15T20:36:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Sweet Sixteen, Jen Yeen! <3
Even though we're constantly ignoring each other for the fun of it, I want you to know that you're really AWESOME!
I hope you had a great birthday :)

Also, a VERY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NATASHYIA :D
(who does not read my blog :) heee.)
Best Buds for life, hunnay! <3

Nat's Sweet Sixteen :)

*photo stolen from Jen Yeen :D

"...You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center..."

-Thinking of you; Katy Perry

Friday the 13th. (again)

2009-03-13T03:18:00.000-07:00

*dies* :) the last 'friday the 13th.' treated me much, much better.
ANYWAYS...

School holidays for one week! *applause* ....BUUUUTT *suspense music* I have an Accounts Exam this Friday, i have tons of homework+ moral Kerja Kursus to do, i have to memorize my English/BM oral, add maths-'nuff said and a BM tuition test to study for :D *groaaaaannnn*

Just stab a fork in my heart and get over with it.
i quote JanaMissBraceFace, "-Can we just die? It's much easier.."
Couldn't agree with you more, buddy.

*sigh...*

"...Bombs are flying
People are dying
Children are crying
Politicians are lying too.

Cancer is killing
Texaco's spilling
The whole world's gone to hell
But how are you?..."

-I'm Super; Big Gay Al( South Park)

Arigatou Gozaimashita.

2009-03-10T06:44:00.000-07:00

Okay, exams are now officially over since I'm done with my Japanese exam. :D I don't know how's it's going to turn out like so yeah *crosses fingers*. I received my Physics paper already, i guess i did all right.

Gotta go practice my English Oral now. I can't do public speaking for the life of me, so I'm pretty much dead :)

*blank*
-Dhama

Peanuts, anyone? :)

2009-03-05T01:52:00.002-08:00

MARCH TEST IS OVER!!! :D :D
screwed up bigtime for add maths but that's no surprise now, is it? :) Went for accounts right after school and almost fell asleep, sitting in between Win Yean and Natashyia. The Lady kept on looking at me, it was quite freaky... and annoying since i had to pretend that i was interested.
There's nothing much to look forward to after the exam since teachers will be giving out our results soon.. sigh. On a lighter note, a very happy sweet sixteenth to Sheera! :D <3 We were classmates in form one and she's still the same person i know... with her super amazing voice :)
Will be going for BM tuition on Saturday right after Accounts' extra class (great, more happiness. JOY...).
Will be attending another sweet sixteen party this weekend :D I'm sure it's gonna be fun with JOCELYN and JANA there.

Nothing much to blog about anyway, so i'll just leave you guys alone :D

"...Now I don't want u back for the weekend
not back for a day , no no no
I said baby I just want you back
and I want you to stay
woah yeh!
I'm walking on sunshine..."

-Walking on sunshine; Aly and Aj Michalka

I may die :)

2009-03-03T23:29:00.000-08:00

MARCH TEST 2009
Bio [x]
Chemistry [x]
BM [x]
English [x]
Sejarah [x]
Moral [x]

so here comes the big one. Of all the subjects they could match together with, they just had...HAD to put together three of the worst subjects on one day!

5/3/2009

Add Maths
Modern Maths
Physics

R.I.P.

"..No sleep tonight,
You won't get, no sleep tonight..."

- No sleep Tonight; The Faders

Like a candle in a hurricane.

Oh, wow.

Hi, I'm gonna die now.

Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes

Freeeedom!...... not quite.

Your new beginning was a perfect ending.

Good morning, starshine. The earth says hello.

And another Hiatus starts NOW..

I love 'em February babies ;)

VDay :)

Bad Day

:D MIA

Quick Update!

In the past two weeks, I...

Mentally drained

Homework..

2009, you will be missed. Quite a lot.

HOHOHO!

AVATARRRRR :D

LOL

Just a random thought.

It's almost here...

But today I'm fine without you.

My Humdrum Life :)

Goodbye 4SB, Hello 5SB :)

Back from the dead

Cause you’re the only song I want to hear ♥

When I'm speaking, it's the voice of someone else

We never know a good thing till it's gone

"Cloudy with a chance of FISHBALLS!"

Damn right!

99th post!

My Latest Obsession ♥

EMO POST ALERT.

RPatzz ;)

To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?

And it's a little late for explanations

(:

You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

"most people are only alive because its illegal to shoot them"

Sick of Drama

BORED

She's Back! :)

:D

My Immortal

HIATUS

:'(

Happy Birthday, you :)

Thanks :)

Sweet Sixteen <3

Enjoying my last few days of being 15 ;)

School? What school?

Inner Child :)

I'm in love

My day just got a lot better

like WHOA!

:)

Unexpected what you did to my heart

Video Galore :)

*dies*

Srop, rewind and PAUSE!

Back to school?

Neville Longbottom :B

What's rockin'?

LPSA Prefects' Installation 2009/2010

Doctors these days...

*sniffs*

Literally drained.

OH. MY. LORD.

Life Cycle

Just a Quickie

CODE RED!

Call me slow

BLAH!

Campaign day 1

50th post

Virus AH1N1?

Now that it's finally official...

Lord, it ain't easy out here in the dark.

BECKYYYY!!! (:

dies

sniffs